ABBATH Is ‘Convinced’ He Can Stay Sober: ‘It’s Time For Me To Get My S**t Together’

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Former IMMORTAL frontman Abbath, who currently leads his own namesake band, has opened up about the circumstances that led to the cancelation of several shows on ABBATH's South American fall 2019 trek. In late November, Abbath — whose real name is Olve Eikemo — issued a statement saying that he had been battling addiction and vowing to commit himself to a rehab program that would help him "get clean once and for all." Abbath's decision to enter rehab came just a couple of weeks after ABBATH played a disastrous two-song concert in Buenos Aires, Argentina, resulting in some fans requesting a refund. Speaking to journalist Martin Blekkerud of Norway's Dagbladet newspaper for this past weekend's edition of the Dagbladet Magasinet, Abbath stated about the Buenos Aires show: "I had been drinking all day since I left Chile that morning. Two bottles of Jack Daniel's whisky. I trashed the backstage area after the gig. Mirrors, chairs, bottles, tables. Everything. But most of all, I trashed myself on the inside. When I woke up the next day, I knew one thing for sure: I had to get help. The party had lasted way too long, and I was the only one who didn't leave. I am very happy to be alive. I am 47 years old. It's time for me to get my shit together." In the taxi from the airport in Buenos Aires to the hotel, Abbath got into a verbal altercation with the taxi driver because the driver didn't want to turn up the volume when AC/DC was playing on the radio. "I completely lost it," Abbath said. "I was drunk as hell and screamed, 'I will kill you,' to him". Ole André [Farstad, ABBATH guitarist] tried to calm Abbath down, only for Abbath to retort: "No. Fuck you. You're fired." When the band finally hit the stage at Club Palermo Arena in Buenos Aires, two hours after the scheduled start time, Abbath told the crowd, "Hello, Colombia." Meanwhile, Farstad was is nowhere to be found, having stayed behind at the hotel room. "My best friend, he just left the band," Abbath said from the stage. The two bottles of whisky had taken its toll. He tried to play the intro to "Count The Dead" three times, gave up and threw his guitar away. He jumped into the audience, which was part booing, part chanting. There, among his fans, the mighty Abbath broke down and cried. The people who know Abbath say that he is a warm and funny human being, a guy who has had the same best friends since he was nine years old. But they also know him to be a mean bastard when he's drunk. Now he's drinking Cola Zero. "I had not been drinking this last year, then it was all whisky and beers," Abbath laughed. "But I've never felt so good as I do now. Everything is easier. There is no band friction and tension anymore. Drugs and booze have no place onstage. People have paid to see you play, so I need to respect that, and not stand there like a drunken fucking idiot." But truth be told, everyone Dagbladet spoke to in Abbath's band was nervous about him starting to drink again. Getting sober is one thing, but staying sober is a completely different ball game. "I am convinced that I can do this," Abbath said, admitting he had been a drinking and using drugs for a long time. "Back in 2003, I was so sick of drinking. Someone gave me speed, and that was, like, 'Wow!' I was using amphetamines on and off until a few weeks before the world tour in the fall of 2019. Then I started drinking even more. I started every day with a couple of Lemmys, as I like to call them — whisky and coke. I thought I was in control, but I started to forget lyrics and riffs onstage. Everybody around me was nervous. And I was pissed off all the time." Abbath credits Farstad with saving his life. "I woke up in Buenos Aires the next day and was freaking out," Abbath said. "I felt like shit. Then Ole came into the room — this is the guy I fired from the band the day before — and gave me a big hug. He said, 'Come on, Olve. Let's go home.' We canceled the rest of the tour." Upon returning home in Lysefjorden, Norway, Abbath went to the doctor. "My blood pressure was sky high," Abbath said. "[The doctor] said it was a miracle that I didn't have a heart attack." Instead of going to rehab, Abbath started attending AA [Alcoholics Anonymous] meetings and working out. "I feel 20 years younger," he said. "I have regained self respect — and my life. The strange thing is that I didn't know I had a problem until I was confronted with it. But I didn't want to go to rehab. That would have been too much for me. You know, I am not an alcoholic, I only need to stay mentally strong." When asked to clarify his comment that he is not an alcoholic, Abbath said: "That's right. I had no withdrawals or anything." However, he understands that he can't drink ever again. "It's not gonna happen," he said. "I have too much to lose."